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January 29, 2006

Left Unnamed (my favorite person)

At what hours it occurs to me to call you!
I think, 'God I like to be talking to That One right now...'
You have always been there, so I have always had occasion to think that. but it's never a good moment- 2:30 in the morning, that kind of thing.

You called me just the other day- how wonderful!
My day was brightened just by beginning it with your message.
Strange, too, that over the last few nights,
you have had a featured role in my dreams. Out of the ordinary.
It's like, somehow I needed to be connected with you,
and you with me, so somehow one or the other of us
was compelled to re-establish our contact.

Thank God. Or Whomever.
I am glad to have you in my life.

Posted by kati at January 29, 2006 02:29 AM


If you were to look this way-- you'd find a spigot of apology obscuring an embarrassed spirit. I'm sorry I was so brash, misguided, and ultimately unappetizing. But that I was. And thus I'm tainted.

Regardless, I continue to celebrate your growth, poetics, triumphs, and storytelling. Even from the perspective of an ignonamously retired participant.

Anyway, I'm someone else now. Apparently having sugar coated memory (of self) for breakfast. Looking for that prize inside.

Posted by: Not that guy at January 29, 2006 08:52 AM